Sleep Apnea - A sleeping and breathing disorder...

Those who go through the pain can only understand it truly...

From past few years...I am also suffering from the sleep disorder called...'Sleep Apnea'..
Like many, even me and my family didn't know anything about this sleep disorder..
When i couldn't sleep and was very tired and stressed... for few months we were clueless what was happening to me...when i started falling while standing and sleeping while eating and even blacking out between conversation...and i could not do anything about it.....it was very very painful and stressful. I consulted few doctors but they also possibly didn't knew about this disease. 
Then someone told us about a doctor that could possibly understand my problem and help me...I went there told my problem and...he said you are suffering from sleep Apnea..get tested to confirm it...He told me what was the symptoms....and no one will understand the pain i was going through...i was in tears...at last there was someone who knew about my sufferings...
Finally, i got tested and i was diagnosed with critical case of sleep and breathing disorder that could lead to coma as well...
Well, its almost more than 6 years now.. i am using the CPAP machine while sleeping. Life is better now. I am trying to live life as normal as it could be...Machine is just a substitute...i still miss my carefree sound sleep...

May you all be healthy..let there be less pain...less suffering and more happiness and love in this world...
Thanks for reading...
Love you all... :)

(Note-this piece of writing is based on personal experience.)

My Dear Sister...

Mere Zindagi ka hissa ho tum... 
Bachpan ki yadon ka kissa ho tum... 

Woh choti si behna... 
Woh pyari si gudya... 

Badi ho gayi hai... 
Mujhse dur ho gayi hai... 

Tum jahan bhi raho... 
Khushyon ki barsat ho... 

Har tamanna ho puri tumhari... 
Yehi dil se doa hai humari...

{Ameen}


(i wrote this poem long back for my younger sister...
i wanted to send it to her on her birthday...
but never did so...i don't know why?...
maybe i thought it was not good enough...
today when i read it again...i just felt like
sharing it on my blog...hope you all like it...)

Happy Valentine's Week..!!

If you made a promise KEEP IT...
If you have love CHERISH IT...
If you said you would call DO IT...
If someone confided in you RESPECT IT...
If you did wrong APOLOGIZE FOR IT...
If you want trust EARN IT...

Love you all..!! :)

 

Miss You....

I still hear your voice...
I still miss your hands...
Today again I live within your traces...
I still see you...
I still feel your warmth...
Today again I live within the time spent with you...
In some stranger who passes by...
In leaves that fall and dance in the wind...
In the evening wind that touches my cheek...
You are in everything I see, hear and feel...
How about you ?
How about you ?
Do you feel the same way ?
How about you ?
I still feel you. Like this...
Even at the moment when I'm singing this song...

Note :- These lines are not written by me...

I thank the writer for these beautiful lines...

luv ya...  :-)

Facebook Statuses :)

{Note :- these line are not written to hurt or annoy anyone...}

"A Bit Upset :-( " -- said a Facebook status,
"What happened?" -- asked all the friends,
"Nothing much..." -- was the reply.
''Then why so upset?" -- asked another friend.
"I don't know..." -- came the reply again.
And the conversation continues -- 
Endlessly -- over and over again --


To tell you the truth -- The true friends -- 
They are always there -- They love and care --
No matter what you are going through --
They will be always with you --
Side by side -- All your life --
In happiness and sorrow --
Today and tomorrow --


Do try to be positive --
Spread love and happiness --
For those who love and care --
Sure they deserve much better --
So,  take it as a request --
Try not to make your loved ones upset --
By the disturbing Facebook Statuses -- 

Keep Smiling !! 
Luv u all :)

LIFE -- A Prayer...

As i take a step forward in life...i fear..
problems and tensions now i can't...bear..
life is not easy, it fills my eyes with..tears..
i pray to God, make our lives... easier..

Happy Mother's Day

Why Mother's are so special..

Do u know ????,

Why mother is so special:

When I came home in the rain,

Brother asked why didn't you take an umbrella.

Sister advised, Why didn't you wait till rain stopped.

Father angrily warned, only after getting cold, you will realize.

But Mother, while drying my hair, said, stupid rain! Couldn't

it wait, till my child came home?

That Is MOM !

Nice Words

I LOVE MY PAIN...!! by Isha Jalan

{Isha sent me this poem and a note to publish on my webpage...Thank you Isha.. its so nice of you...the poem is brilliant...people will definitely like it...}


I LOVE MY PAIN...!!
I think I've started loving my pain,
because at the end, what it gives is "absolute gain!"
When i was popular, people talked to me so happily,
but when in pain, their feelings changed so rapidly!
Initially, i just began to cry, wondering,
If this was the final goodbye...
The one's whom i considered my TRUE FRIENDS,
changed their minds, even faster than new trends.
When they didn't bother about me, and celebrated merrily,
Luckily, I had some people with the name, called FAMILY!
They woke up the whole night, and finally i could see some light.
There was a time, when i used to say, 'mom, you lack understanding'
But this very thing, was the peak of my misunderstanding!
They smiled and hugged me along with a tear,
and taught me never to look back at the rear.
Now, if i see someone in That very pain,
I can understand it well, and dont act insane!
YES, I DO LOVE MY PAIN.....
coz at the end what it gives is absolute gain..!!!!


Note:- This is an amateur piece of poetry inspired by Sadia aunty....
hope you like it...she inspires me a lot..my eyes were moist...
after reading her para about her surgery and how she braved it!
God bless you aunty..we are with you..!! :)


The original para--'I Love My Pain' --
 http://meetme-sadia.blogspot.com/2009/09/i-wrote-these-lines-after-few-days-of.html

Can We Behave in the same manner...??

It was a sports stadium...
Eight Children were standing on the track to participate in
a running event....* Ready! * Steady! * Bang !!!
With the sound of Toy pistol, All eight girls started running.
Hardly had they covered ten to fifteen steps, when one of the
smaller girls slipped and fell down, Due to bruises and pain she
started crying. When the other seven girls heard the little girl
cry they stopped running, stood for a while and turned back.
Seeing the girl on the track they all ran to help. One among
them bent down, picked her up and kissed her gently and
enquired as to how she was. They then lifted the fallen girl
pacifying her. Two of them held her firmly while all seven
joined hands together and walked together towards the
winning post...
There was pin drop silence at the spectator's stand.
Officials were shocked. Slow claps multiplied to thousands
as the spectators stood up in appreciation.
Many eyes were filled with tears.....
YES. This happened in Hyderabad [INDIA], recently!
The sport was conducted by National Institute of Mental Health.
All these special girls had come to participate in this event...
They were spastic children.
Yes, they were Mentally Challenged.
What did they teach the WORLD?
Teamwork?
Humanity?
Equality among all??
We can't do this ever because we consider ourselves normal and intelligent!!

Fear of "Wednesday"...

No dear...i am not writing any horror film story....
This is true story of my daughter Sobia...when she was
a little girl...a K.G class student....there used to be spelling
tests in their schools and believe me little children were
used to memorise such tough words....
So..i used to help little Sobia in learning the spellings...
Once, she had to learn days name....when i was trying to
let her learn....she learnt all the names...from Monday to
Sunday...except 'Wednesday'...
I tried to convince her that it was not that hard to learn...
she had learnt so many tough words...this was a very simple one.
But it was of no use....she just refused to learn it...
She started crying....my God...it took quite a few hours just to
convince her to give it a try.... and she did...and...wow...!
she learnt it in few seconds...i was happy that i didn't lost my patience...
I explained to her... give a try before just refusing to do something...
Even now when she says...that she can't do any particular thing....
I always say her...don't repeat the 'Wednesday' story again...!!
Moral of the story...don't just refuse the challenges coz they
seem to be tough...give a try...you'll sure succeed...!!
Refusing to accept the challenge is game lost before attempting to play....
Don't be a loser...Be a winner...!!

Why God made Daughters...

When God created Daughters...

HE took very special care to find

the precious treasures that would

make them sweet and fair....

HE fashioned them from sugar

and little bit of spice...

HE gave them sunny laughter

and everything that's nice...

God smiled when HE made daughters,

because HE knew...

HE had created love and happiness,

for every Mom and Dad.

For all Daughters -- Happy Daughter's day..!!

MY DAUGHTER MY LOVE

Rise like a Sun,

Shine like a Star.

Bloom like a Rose,

Smile like a Flower.

Fly like a Bird, 

Swim like a Swan. 

Dance like a Peacock, 

Sing like a Quail. 

Stay cool like the Breeze, 

Be great like an Ocean. 

Reach high like a Mountain, 

Be kind like the Nature. 

Listen to your heart, 

Do always what is right, 

We are there at your side, 

Be happy all your LIFE.