"The Bitter Truth of Life"

Tukdon mein basi zindagi ko taaqon mein sawar loon...
Ghame dil ke bojh taley khushi ki maiyyat saja to loon...


Moiyattar hain aansuon se chiraghe chashm mere...
Hasrat hai ke iss janazey se ek hansi chura to loon...


Bheegi hai ashkon se ye udaas palken meri...
Phir bhi muskurahat ko hothon se laga to loon..


Dekhe jo zamana woh sach nahi hai doston...
Haale-dil beyan karke pannon pe utaar to loon...


Fursat hai gar kisiko iss daur mein aye Sadia...
Nazron se hum unko daastan suna to loon...

{Just tried to write in tough Urdu...
Hope you'll understand what is the meaning of these lines. }
Thanks for reading.... love ya...  :)

WHATS LIFE??

Life is a Drama...
Play your role perfectly...


Life is a Dream...
Don't turn it into nightmare...


Life is like Sea...
Look out for Tsunamis... 


Life is like Cellphone...
Recharge your Emotions...


Life is a Car...
Drive in the Right lane...


Life is like Flower...
It always makes you Smile...


Life is a Diamond...
Precious and Priceless...


Life is Happiness...
Share it with your Loved Ones...


Life is given only Once...
Just make it Worth....


Life is God's Gift...
Be Thankful to Him...


love u all :-) 

Aye Dil Tu Pareshaan Kyun Hai...

Aye dil tu pareshaan kyun hai...
Iss jahan mein gham aur bhi hai...
Utha le haath khuda ki bandagi mein...
Kar le sabr iss imtehaan ki ghadi mein..

Kai bewafa saath chod jaate hain..
Koi masoomyat ka faida uthate hain...
Milegi khushi zaroor tujhe rahon mein...
Samet lena unhen apni baahon mein...

Ghabra kar na karna ghalat faisla...
Himmat se hamesha kaam lena..
Chamkega ek din zaroor tera sitara...
Dekhegi duniya tab ye nazara...

Rakh hausla ek din tera zaroor ayega...
Qadr karegi teri ye kaayenaat...
Aur khuda bhi tujh pe rashk khayega..
Tabhi tu Allah ka nek banda kahlayega...

{this poem is written by me..thanks for reading..}
luv u all :)

Facebook Statuses :)

{Note :- these line are not written to hurt or annoy anyone...}

"A Bit Upset :-( " -- said a Facebook status,
"What happened?" -- asked all the friends,
"Nothing much..." -- was the reply.
''Then why so upset?" -- asked another friend.
"I don't know..." -- came the reply again.
And the conversation continues -- 
Endlessly -- over and over again --


To tell you the truth -- The true friends -- 
They are always there -- They love and care --
No matter what you are going through --
They will be always with you --
Side by side -- All your life --
In happiness and sorrow --
Today and tomorrow --


Do try to be positive --
Spread love and happiness --
For those who love and care --
Sure they deserve much better --
So,  take it as a request --
Try not to make your loved ones upset --
By the disturbing Facebook Statuses -- 

Keep Smiling !! 
Luv u all :)

LIFE -- A Prayer...

As i take a step forward in life...i fear..
problems and tensions now i can't...bear..
life is not easy, it fills my eyes with..tears..
i pray to God, make our lives... easier..

Side Affects of using too much Computer

No no..I am not writing a medical journal...
It is the fact about me...because i sit too much 
in front of computer..{yes, it is true..} :)
My friendship or you can say...relationship with
computer is almost 10 years old now.... 
But since last 3 years...we are best buddies... 
I and my PC with internet....{can't live without it...}
Okay!!
Now lets cut short the history ... 
So... i was telling you about the side 
affects that struck me after i sat too much 
in front of my computer...


I started sleeping less...
{when you once enter the internet world....
you just forget to see the watch... isn't it?}
Then you know what happened afterwards??
I started dozing off in front of computer... :D
Hmmmmm......and you know once...
{now don't laugh}.....
I fell down from the chair.....ahhmm
My sweet lil mouse was on the floor... :(
It got damaged...but it is still working...{partially}
Ohh...no!!...and my chair....it has also started saying...
"i have had too much...please retire me"... :P
I am in desperate need of a new mouse and a chair...
or else both will run away....'poor me'.... :(


Guys!!...lets hope before writing my next blog...
I'll get these problem fixed....
Till then...keep smiling.. :)
Love you all...

My Childhood Memories...

Bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din.. :)
jab rehte thy saath hum saare bhai-bahan..
woh ghar ke aangan mein sabke saath khelna..
aur woh chuttiyon mein Fauzia, Akku ka aana..
woh Asif bhaiya ke saath shararat karna..
woh Ammi ka daantna aur Abba ka samjhana..
baat-baat pe hum sabka ladna-jhagadna..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din..

Woh garmi ki dopahar mein chhaton pe khelna..
woh bhaiyon ke saath mera patang udana..
woh chess aur carrom ke muqable rakhna..
aur woh haarne pe Arif bhaijaan ka board ulatna.. :D
woh takiyon (pillow) se ek doosre ko maarna..
khoob halla machana aur hansna - hasaana..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din..

Woh exam ke waqt humara serious ho jaana..
aur chupp-chupp kar shararat bhi karna..
woh Bhaijaan ka kitabon ke beech novel rakhkar padhna..
woh unka dheere-dheere se khul-khulakar hansna..
Tariq bhai, Shannu apa ke ghar baar-baar jana..
woh Badi Ammi ke haanthon ki chai peena..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din..

Arshi, Munna, Babu, Chikki ka hamesha saath khelna..
woh Arshi ka Munna se 'launde ko maarne' ko kehna..
kitne masoom aur befikr hote thy woh din..
Ammi-Abba ke saaye taley rehte thy jab hum..
yaad aati hain school-college ki saari saheliyan..
humara woh ghar aur Patna ki galiyan..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din.. :)

Fear of "Wednesday"...

No dear...i am not writing any horror film story....
This is true story of my daughter Sobia...when she was
a little girl...a K.G class student....there used to be spelling
tests in their schools and believe me little children were
used to memorise such tough words....
So..i used to help little Sobia in learning the spellings...
Once, she had to learn days name....when i was trying to
let her learn....she learnt all the names...from Monday to
Sunday...except 'Wednesday'...
I tried to convince her that it was not that hard to learn...
she had learnt so many tough words...this was a very simple one.
But it was of no use....she just refused to learn it...
She started crying....my God...it took quite a few hours just to
convince her to give it a try.... and she did...and...wow...!
she learnt it in few seconds...i was happy that i didn't lost my patience...
I explained to her... give a try before just refusing to do something...
Even now when she says...that she can't do any particular thing....
I always say her...don't repeat the 'Wednesday' story again...!!
Moral of the story...don't just refuse the challenges coz they
seem to be tough...give a try...you'll sure succeed...!!
Refusing to accept the challenge is game lost before attempting to play....
Don't be a loser...Be a winner...!!

For all Daughters -- Happy Daughter's day..!!

MY DAUGHTER MY LOVE

Rise like a Sun,

Shine like a Star.

Bloom like a Rose,

Smile like a Flower.

Fly like a Bird, 

Swim like a Swan. 

Dance like a Peacock, 

Sing like a Quail. 

Stay cool like the Breeze, 

Be great like an Ocean. 

Reach high like a Mountain, 

Be kind like the Nature. 

Listen to your heart, 

Do always what is right, 

We are there at your side, 

Be happy all your LIFE.

I wrote these lines few days after my surgery...3 months later I remember what I had gone through on that day..I thank Allah that I am fine now...

I LOVE MY PAIN
Going through another surgery was very very painful,
terrible for me and my family. It was my 4th major operation.
leave the small happenings...which i have experienced in my life.
(woh to hota hi rehta hai)...after a major surgery you have to
recover from 0% health to 100% again...
that takes a lot of time depending the type of your ailment.
But i cherish my painful days...its true...
because it makes me a better human.
when i see others wounded or in same situation...
i can understand their pain better....
You get to know who really cares for you...
Those who really care for you will be with you at the time of
your need... while others will not bother to waste time asking
about your health. The family bonding becomes thicker....
your loved once become more loving and caring...
Day one after surgery when i was in great pain...
i saw my daughter and her papa..worried...
there was pain in their eyes...emotional pain...
they cant see me in that situation...but they have to...
there was no choice for them...
i was not able to move my body...it was paralysed due to the
spinal injection i had before operation...
that whole night i vomited...i was almost half dead...
but the pain gave me the sense that i am alive...
and my loved ones are there to care for me...
i don't have to worry....my daughter...only 17 yrs old...
acted as my mother...as if she was helping a child...
and my husband as a guardian...
I am thankful to all my lovely people those were there for me...
emotionally and physically...
I pray that no one ever gets any type of painful experiences...
but its true...
I love my pain coz it makes me a better person...
luv u all.... :)

I don't want to cry

Again it was a long lonely day for me...nothing much to do....
Sobia told me to watch Twilight...so i watched the movie today...
It was a nice movie...but it lacked something at the end...
On the whole it was a good movie...

Even today our society's electricity was playing hide n seek....
why don't they fix the problem properly.....
I don't know whats their problem...!

So...all alone from 8:30 am to 6 pm...no one to talk...
nothing much to do...no one can understand how i feel...
what i go through ...i many times cry...all alone...
but there is nobody to listen either...
Now i think...i should have prepared for this before...
But now what to do....i have to start my life again....
as my blogs headline.. 'A New Beginning' ...
If i start something new...it will be a real new beginning for me....
There's a saying -- "Life begins at forty".
hahahaha.... am i forty yet??
Keep guessing...!
Till we meet again...
luv ya...

What to do??

Its back to normal life again....
Sobia and Farooque both are busy and i am all alone at home as usual.
Farooque my husband...a dedicated person, he loves his work very much. So, most of the time he comes late from office...work pressure my dear... and he can't just leave his work and come home.
My only child..my dear daughter Sobia...she is now in college... first year engineering... she just loves everything about computers... that's why she is doing CSE - computer science engineering.
Hmmm...so now you know both are too busy...
When Sobia was in school...till 12th my life was too busy...
I used to drop and pick Sobia from school, coaching.. etc...
But now... lets leave this topic... it will make me sad again....
So..now i am all alone at home..not much work to do...
i am thinking to do something...
First i thought i'll do some online work....
i searched...searched..and searched...in newspapers and on net but... i am confused now....don't know which is genuine site for online work...
lets see what happens....
i am still thinking what to do...how to utilise my free time....
something which suits me and it is not too tiring either....
Please suggest...... you all are most welcome.... :)
Now i am going to have my breakfast....its too late... and i am too hungry...
cya later...bye..tc...