My Dear Sister...

Mere Zindagi ka hissa ho tum... 
Bachpan ki yadon ka kissa ho tum... 

Woh choti si behna... 
Woh pyari si gudya... 

Badi ho gayi hai... 
Mujhse dur ho gayi hai... 

Tum jahan bhi raho... 
Khushyon ki barsat ho... 

Har tamanna ho puri tumhari... 
Yehi dil se doa hai humari...

{Ameen}


(i wrote this poem long back for my younger sister...
i wanted to send it to her on her birthday...
but never did so...i don't know why?...
maybe i thought it was not good enough...
today when i read it again...i just felt like
sharing it on my blog...hope you all like it...)

Frozen Shoulder

Do you know what 'Frozen Shoulder' is?
Maybe you have heard it before.. like me....
But I never knew i'll also suffer with this problem...
There's lot of pain in my right shoulder and hand...
Can't move it without --- OOHHH!! OOUUCHH!! :o
So...for now i have been adviced to give full rest to my right hand...
I know...It is near to impossible...but i am trying...yes! i said 'trying'... :-)
And in addition i have to go for Physiotherapy Treatment daily for at least a week...
Will have to do some exercise at home too...lets hope i get relief from pain soon...

So...What is 'FROZEN SHOULDER'?

Frozen shoulder is when the shoulder is painful and loses motion because of inflammation.

Causes:-
The joint capsule of the shoulder joint has ligaments that hold the shoulder bones to each other.
When the capsule becomes inflamed, the shoulder bones are unable to move freely in the joint.

To know more about Frozen Shoulder - Click the link below -
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001490/

PAIN -- it has become integral part of my life...sad but true...

Lets hope and Pray that no one suffers from any kind of pain...

Love You All ...... :-)

"The Bitter Truth of Life"

Tukdon mein basi zindagi ko taaqon mein sawar loon...
Ghame dil ke bojh taley khushi ki maiyyat saja to loon...


Moiyattar hain aansuon se chiraghe chashm mere...
Hasrat hai ke iss janazey se ek hansi chura to loon...


Bheegi hai ashkon se ye udaas palken meri...
Phir bhi muskurahat ko hothon se laga to loon..


Dekhe jo zamana woh sach nahi hai doston...
Haale-dil beyan karke pannon pe utaar to loon...


Fursat hai gar kisiko iss daur mein aye Sadia...
Nazron se hum unko daastan suna to loon...

{Just tried to write in tough Urdu...
Hope you'll understand what is the meaning of these lines. }
Thanks for reading.... love ya...  :)

WHATS LIFE??

Life is a Drama...
Play your role perfectly...


Life is a Dream...
Don't turn it into nightmare...


Life is like Sea...
Look out for Tsunamis... 


Life is like Cellphone...
Recharge your Emotions...


Life is a Car...
Drive in the Right lane...


Life is like Flower...
It always makes you Smile...


Life is a Diamond...
Precious and Priceless...


Life is Happiness...
Share it with your Loved Ones...


Life is given only Once...
Just make it Worth....


Life is God's Gift...
Be Thankful to Him...


love u all :-) 

Aye Dil Tu Pareshaan Kyun Hai...

Aye dil tu pareshaan kyun hai...
Iss jahan mein gham aur bhi hai...
Utha le haath khuda ki bandagi mein...
Kar le sabr iss imtehaan ki ghadi mein..

Kai bewafa saath chod jaate hain..
Koi masoomyat ka faida uthate hain...
Milegi khushi zaroor tujhe rahon mein...
Samet lena unhen apni baahon mein...

Ghabra kar na karna ghalat faisla...
Himmat se hamesha kaam lena..
Chamkega ek din zaroor tera sitara...
Dekhegi duniya tab ye nazara...

Rakh hausla ek din tera zaroor ayega...
Qadr karegi teri ye kaayenaat...
Aur khuda bhi tujh pe rashk khayega..
Tabhi tu Allah ka nek banda kahlayega...

{this poem is written by me..thanks for reading..}
luv u all :)

Trying...!!

Thats what i do every time...
Gosh!! my life has become a struggler's life...
and that also at this age...
Ahh!! don't think i am getting old...its only matter of time...
I am better than teenagers...in many aspect.. ;-)


Okay!! Okay!...coming to the point... :-)
After more than one year...i was still searching for 
'a new beginning' in my life...Many times when i started
something..i thought "this is it" but i was wrong...
Now...i am doing a...Six Months Beauty Course :-)
I have already completed one month....
and have learnt many things...
Like-- Facial, Bleach, Manicure, Pedicure, Hair Spa,
Deep Conditioning, Hair Ironing, Bridal Makeup,
Party Makeup, etc..etc..and lots more to learn in
coming months...and i am enjoying my new routine.


Thanks to Allah Almighty for giving me patience and strength.
Thanks to you all too for your love and support...
and your best wishes...I really needed it....
Special thanks to...My husband Farooque...
and my sweet, always helpful and my big support...
my daughter..my life...My Sobia :-*
Love you all for always being there for me...


Thanks
and once again...
luv ya :-)

Need Your Best Wishes...

Hey Guyz!!


I wanna share something with you all.
I am going to start a new thing from tomorrow.
It too early to say anything about it....but....
Maybe this is the real....New Beginning !! 
I need your wishes...will let you know about this later..
I am really happy today... :-)
O Allah !!...be with me..!!


Luv u all :-)

Facebook Statuses :)

{Note :- these line are not written to hurt or annoy anyone...}

"A Bit Upset :-( " -- said a Facebook status,
"What happened?" -- asked all the friends,
"Nothing much..." -- was the reply.
''Then why so upset?" -- asked another friend.
"I don't know..." -- came the reply again.
And the conversation continues -- 
Endlessly -- over and over again --


To tell you the truth -- The true friends -- 
They are always there -- They love and care --
No matter what you are going through --
They will be always with you --
Side by side -- All your life --
In happiness and sorrow --
Today and tomorrow --


Do try to be positive --
Spread love and happiness --
For those who love and care --
Sure they deserve much better --
So,  take it as a request --
Try not to make your loved ones upset --
By the disturbing Facebook Statuses -- 

Keep Smiling !! 
Luv u all :)

LIFE -- A Prayer...

As i take a step forward in life...i fear..
problems and tensions now i can't...bear..
life is not easy, it fills my eyes with..tears..
i pray to God, make our lives... easier..

Side Affects of using too much Computer

No no..I am not writing a medical journal...
It is the fact about me...because i sit too much 
in front of computer..{yes, it is true..} :)
My friendship or you can say...relationship with
computer is almost 10 years old now.... 
But since last 3 years...we are best buddies... 
I and my PC with internet....{can't live without it...}
Okay!!
Now lets cut short the history ... 
So... i was telling you about the side 
affects that struck me after i sat too much 
in front of my computer...


I started sleeping less...
{when you once enter the internet world....
you just forget to see the watch... isn't it?}
Then you know what happened afterwards??
I started dozing off in front of computer... :D
Hmmmmm......and you know once...
{now don't laugh}.....
I fell down from the chair.....ahhmm
My sweet lil mouse was on the floor... :(
It got damaged...but it is still working...{partially}
Ohh...no!!...and my chair....it has also started saying...
"i have had too much...please retire me"... :P
I am in desperate need of a new mouse and a chair...
or else both will run away....'poor me'.... :(


Guys!!...lets hope before writing my next blog...
I'll get these problem fixed....
Till then...keep smiling.. :)
Love you all...

Feeling Happy Today...

Hello guys...
So...today i refreshed my blogs...gave it a new look...
searched some new things on net....
mailed my friends about the change.... :)
From now i will post my own clicked pics...
on my other blog... "Through My Eyes" .....
I have changed its address too...the new URL is....
http://me-sadia.blogspot.com/
visit to see some interesting pics... :)

Well... i have started tuitions too...
and i am going to start Hobby Classes of Art and Craft....
for kids in summer vacations....
Hope everything goes well....
If it does...i'll be too busy... :)
Thats what i want....i am so happy.... :))
Hey guys....do wish me luck....i need it....

And one thing more....
From today i have stopped playing facebook games...
It consumes too much time....
So for now no games...

I am trying my best....
May Allah help me through....{Insha Allah}
I don't want to sit idle and cry alone...

Pray for me guys....Love you all...
Take Care... :)

Trying my best...

Hi guys...
It is almost 12 o'clock...its midnight....and i am still awake...
It is going to be a year next month....since my operation...
Still i have nothing specific to do in my free time....
I had tried many things....and i am still trying my best...
May Allah help me and give me strength...
So that i don't lose my patience....

I have some more ideas...which i am going to execute from tomorrow...
Please pray for me.....and wish me luck ..
i really want to do something....
I don't want to sit idle whole my life....

So...tomorrow...if everything goes well.....i'll share it with u all...
Till then...
bye
tc..

Our Anniversary

Yesterday was my 20th marriage anniversary.

People, my loved ones called me to wish me. 

I love you all my near and dear ones. 

I know you all care for me and i also love you 

all from my heart. But my life has become quite 

boring. Its just the same the whole 365 days, 

no surprises for me. Everyone asks what you 

did on this SPECIAL day? There is nothing as 

such i have to tell anyone. Its just the same 

old routine, as usual.

Why Mother's are so special..

Do u know ????,

Why mother is so special:

When I came home in the rain,

Brother asked why didn't you take an umbrella.

Sister advised, Why didn't you wait till rain stopped.

Father angrily warned, only after getting cold, you will realize.

But Mother, while drying my hair, said, stupid rain! Couldn't

it wait, till my child came home?

That Is MOM !

My Childhood Memories...

Bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din.. :)
jab rehte thy saath hum saare bhai-bahan..
woh ghar ke aangan mein sabke saath khelna..
aur woh chuttiyon mein Fauzia, Akku ka aana..
woh Asif bhaiya ke saath shararat karna..
woh Ammi ka daantna aur Abba ka samjhana..
baat-baat pe hum sabka ladna-jhagadna..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din..

Woh garmi ki dopahar mein chhaton pe khelna..
woh bhaiyon ke saath mera patang udana..
woh chess aur carrom ke muqable rakhna..
aur woh haarne pe Arif bhaijaan ka board ulatna.. :D
woh takiyon (pillow) se ek doosre ko maarna..
khoob halla machana aur hansna - hasaana..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din..

Woh exam ke waqt humara serious ho jaana..
aur chupp-chupp kar shararat bhi karna..
woh Bhaijaan ka kitabon ke beech novel rakhkar padhna..
woh unka dheere-dheere se khul-khulakar hansna..
Tariq bhai, Shannu apa ke ghar baar-baar jana..
woh Badi Ammi ke haanthon ki chai peena..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din..

Arshi, Munna, Babu, Chikki ka hamesha saath khelna..
woh Arshi ka Munna se 'launde ko maarne' ko kehna..
kitne masoom aur befikr hote thy woh din..
Ammi-Abba ke saaye taley rehte thy jab hum..
yaad aati hain school-college ki saari saheliyan..
humara woh ghar aur Patna ki galiyan..

kitne pyare thy bachpan ke woh din..
bahut yaad aate hain bachpan ke woh din.. :)

I LOVE MY PAIN...!! by Isha Jalan

{Isha sent me this poem and a note to publish on my webpage...Thank you Isha.. its so nice of you...the poem is brilliant...people will definitely like it...}


I LOVE MY PAIN...!!
I think I've started loving my pain,
because at the end, what it gives is "absolute gain!"
When i was popular, people talked to me so happily,
but when in pain, their feelings changed so rapidly!
Initially, i just began to cry, wondering,
If this was the final goodbye...
The one's whom i considered my TRUE FRIENDS,
changed their minds, even faster than new trends.
When they didn't bother about me, and celebrated merrily,
Luckily, I had some people with the name, called FAMILY!
They woke up the whole night, and finally i could see some light.
There was a time, when i used to say, 'mom, you lack understanding'
But this very thing, was the peak of my misunderstanding!
They smiled and hugged me along with a tear,
and taught me never to look back at the rear.
Now, if i see someone in That very pain,
I can understand it well, and dont act insane!
YES, I DO LOVE MY PAIN.....
coz at the end what it gives is absolute gain..!!!!


Note:- This is an amateur piece of poetry inspired by Sadia aunty....
hope you like it...she inspires me a lot..my eyes were moist...
after reading her para about her surgery and how she braved it!
God bless you aunty..we are with you..!! :)


The original para--'I Love My Pain' --
 http://meetme-sadia.blogspot.com/2009/09/i-wrote-these-lines-after-few-days-of.html

Fear of "Wednesday"...

No dear...i am not writing any horror film story....
This is true story of my daughter Sobia...when she was
a little girl...a K.G class student....there used to be spelling
tests in their schools and believe me little children were
used to memorise such tough words....
So..i used to help little Sobia in learning the spellings...
Once, she had to learn days name....when i was trying to
let her learn....she learnt all the names...from Monday to
Sunday...except 'Wednesday'...
I tried to convince her that it was not that hard to learn...
she had learnt so many tough words...this was a very simple one.
But it was of no use....she just refused to learn it...
She started crying....my God...it took quite a few hours just to
convince her to give it a try.... and she did...and...wow...!
she learnt it in few seconds...i was happy that i didn't lost my patience...
I explained to her... give a try before just refusing to do something...
Even now when she says...that she can't do any particular thing....
I always say her...don't repeat the 'Wednesday' story again...!!
Moral of the story...don't just refuse the challenges coz they
seem to be tough...give a try...you'll sure succeed...!!
Refusing to accept the challenge is game lost before attempting to play....
Don't be a loser...Be a winner...!!

I wrote these lines few days after my surgery...3 months later I remember what I had gone through on that day..I thank Allah that I am fine now...

I LOVE MY PAIN
Going through another surgery was very very painful,
terrible for me and my family. It was my 4th major operation.
leave the small happenings...which i have experienced in my life.
(woh to hota hi rehta hai)...after a major surgery you have to
recover from 0% health to 100% again...
that takes a lot of time depending the type of your ailment.
But i cherish my painful days...its true...
because it makes me a better human.
when i see others wounded or in same situation...
i can understand their pain better....
You get to know who really cares for you...
Those who really care for you will be with you at the time of
your need... while others will not bother to waste time asking
about your health. The family bonding becomes thicker....
your loved once become more loving and caring...
Day one after surgery when i was in great pain...
i saw my daughter and her papa..worried...
there was pain in their eyes...emotional pain...
they cant see me in that situation...but they have to...
there was no choice for them...
i was not able to move my body...it was paralysed due to the
spinal injection i had before operation...
that whole night i vomited...i was almost half dead...
but the pain gave me the sense that i am alive...
and my loved ones are there to care for me...
i don't have to worry....my daughter...only 17 yrs old...
acted as my mother...as if she was helping a child...
and my husband as a guardian...
I am thankful to all my lovely people those were there for me...
emotionally and physically...
I pray that no one ever gets any type of painful experiences...
but its true...
I love my pain coz it makes me a better person...
luv u all.... :)

I don't want to cry

Again it was a long lonely day for me...nothing much to do....
Sobia told me to watch Twilight...so i watched the movie today...
It was a nice movie...but it lacked something at the end...
On the whole it was a good movie...

Even today our society's electricity was playing hide n seek....
why don't they fix the problem properly.....
I don't know whats their problem...!

So...all alone from 8:30 am to 6 pm...no one to talk...
nothing much to do...no one can understand how i feel...
what i go through ...i many times cry...all alone...
but there is nobody to listen either...
Now i think...i should have prepared for this before...
But now what to do....i have to start my life again....
as my blogs headline.. 'A New Beginning' ...
If i start something new...it will be a real new beginning for me....
There's a saying -- "Life begins at forty".
hahahaha.... am i forty yet??
Keep guessing...!
Till we meet again...
luv ya...

What to do??

Its back to normal life again....
Sobia and Farooque both are busy and i am all alone at home as usual.
Farooque my husband...a dedicated person, he loves his work very much. So, most of the time he comes late from office...work pressure my dear... and he can't just leave his work and come home.
My only child..my dear daughter Sobia...she is now in college... first year engineering... she just loves everything about computers... that's why she is doing CSE - computer science engineering.
Hmmm...so now you know both are too busy...
When Sobia was in school...till 12th my life was too busy...
I used to drop and pick Sobia from school, coaching.. etc...
But now... lets leave this topic... it will make me sad again....
So..now i am all alone at home..not much work to do...
i am thinking to do something...
First i thought i'll do some online work....
i searched...searched..and searched...in newspapers and on net but... i am confused now....don't know which is genuine site for online work...
lets see what happens....
i am still thinking what to do...how to utilise my free time....
something which suits me and it is not too tiring either....
Please suggest...... you all are most welcome.... :)
Now i am going to have my breakfast....its too late... and i am too hungry...
cya later...bye..tc...